Helena L'Amour

As Mateo's hands gripped her hips tighter, Lena bit her lip. He guided her along his cock as he thrust to meet her rocking, and Helena felt herself being pushed to her limits. She was convinced, completely, that there was no other person on this earth that could make her feel the way Mateo did not only emotionally, but physically. Mateo seemed to have an effect on her that only he was able to elicit, and she neither cared nor wanted to find out if there was another who could. His grip tightened further, and she felt him thrust further and deeper into her. Helena's release was already nearing when she had asked for him to allowe her release. So when he began to change it to his pace and denied her permission, Helena could have screamed. How was she supposed to stop herself from having a climax when he was intent on driving her wild with his thrusts into her. Her nails dug themselves deeper into his chest as she continued to rock on his cock. "For... for how long?" Helena whimpered, trying to keep her release back. Helena almost lost it when he pressed his thumb onto her clit. She actually did scream, "Please master! Please!" She cried out in desperation. Her pussy tensed around him as she tried to fight off the climax, unwilling to disappoint him, but unsure how much longer she could hold out. Her nails scratched down his chest as she tried to keep herself steady on him. The pace he brought them to was agonizing for her. He hit everything perfectly with a rhythm that was driving her wild.

@Child of Aphrodite, I know I make you mad, but I love you. Hope I'll manage to make it up to you both soon. P.S. No Evie, I'm still his favorite... Love,

Helena loved the feel of Mateo's body. His warmth, his touch, and everything about him called to her like a siren's song. The things he could do to her body and the pleasure she felt was unmatchable, she was certain. He teased her for what felt like an eternity before finally giving her what she truly wanted. As he slid up and into her, Helena let out another long moan filled with lust and desire. "Gods you feel so good." She confessed softly. And at his command she eagerly obeyed. She was more than wet at this point and he easily had slid into her. Helena's hips rocked back and forth, slowly at first. Gently, she started to grind her hips up and down. She couldn't bring herself to move much faster as he body was incredibly sensitive from all the attention he had already given her tonight. Each inch that he moved in and out of her was met with a vocal cry of pleasure. His cock moved gently within her, and Lena's nails dug gently once more into his chest. "Mateo..." His hands gripping her hips, helped keep her firmly on his cock, so she picked up her pace and could feel him slowly inch deeper and deeper. Eventually his entire shaft buried into her, and Helena felt pure ecstasy. Tingles raced up and down her spine every time he bottomed out into her. Lena bit her lip, trying to keep herself from releasing too soon. "Mmmmm... Can I cum for you, sir?" She said with a blush, keeping her pace just under one that would send her over the edge.

@ Akemi Lancaster , Thanks for standing up for me that day at the Volleyball game. That was pretty cool of you, and I'm really grateful. Nice to know I have a friend in Cabin 20. Let's hang out sometime, if you're okay with that. Love,

@ Samantha Adams , You made a good temporary partner in crime. When you loosen up a bit, you're actually pretty fun. Your smile is way more impressive than your scowl. I hope we get to see it more in the future. Love,

@ Mateo Sanz , I can't wait for what our future holds. This past year at camp has been wild ride, but I wouldn't change a thing because it led us here. Thank you for finally taking the risk to be with me. I am sure we're in for a wonderful adventure. Your Girlfriend,

As he answered her question, Lena let her lips wrap back around his cock, making sure she gave him all he asked for. Once he finished, she swallowed down every last drop, and blushed as he watched her. No matter how often she did this with him, she still retained just a little bit of that shy girl she used to be. Lena let him guide her on top of him, straddling him. His body beneath her felt warm and inviting. His teasing of her breasts kept her in a state of desperation for him. She let out soft moans as he pulled at her nipples. She bit her lip and pressed her hand against his chest to help keep herself steady as she reflexively began to grind against him. Each tease from the tip of his cock caused another soft moan to escape her lips. "I want you to fuck me, sir." She loved the sound of his voice as he let his lust for her show in it. It was like music to her ears to hear him desire her so significantly. "I want your cock deep inside my pussy." She said, her own desire starting to show as his teasing only served to encourage her. As his knuckle teased her clit she let out another moan. "Mateo... please... I need it." She whined in desperation. She could feel herself shamefully wet for him already. She had nothing more to offer him than she already had, he could do whatever he liked. Lena was at his mercy. In an effort to persuade him, Helena leaned down and kissed him. "Please fuck me, sir." She grinded herself against him, moving her kisses to his neck, sucking gently at first, then nipping. Her kisses became more enthusiastic and eager as he continued to tease her. Helena pressed herself back up, still straddling him. She returned her hand to his chest, her nails digging in ever so slightly. "I need you..."

Bittersweet Victory August 2021 Dear Diary, I still can't believe it some days. Mateo is mine. Well... sort of. He's sleeping with me anyway, and as far as I know he's not sleeping with anyone else. It's amazing. We went to a party the other day. He even got a little jealous when I was dancing with the other boys--though he's the one that set me loose once we got there, I don't know what he expected me to do. Maybe he'll figure out how he feels about me now! It has to be just a matter of time... Love, -Lena September 2021 Dear Diary, I don't know how much headway we're really making. I can feel his love for me growing. I don't think it's just my imagination. But it's slow and he still isn't aware of it. It would be so easy to get what I want if I just gave him a push... but it wouldn't mean anything. I don't want to use my powers to get what I want. I want him to realize it all on his own. Maybe it's silly, and my siblings will think I'm dumb, but I love Mateo... I can't do that to him. Mother, if you're listening, help... Love, -Lena October 2021 Dear Diary, We had Capture the Flag today. Mateo and I were assigned to the same team. As soon as it started he grabbed me by the wrist and dragged me across the entire forest to do some spying on the opponents. I didn't realize how competitive he was! But it was still pretty reassuring that he chose me of the whole team to go with him. Maybe he'll realize how he feels soon. His brother, Shadow, came by. Mateo didn't seem to mind when Shadow implied we were together, so maybe... But I don't want to get my hopes up. Love, -Lena November 2021 Dear Diary, Nothing new to report. Not really. I feel like things are stagnating with Mateo. I don't know if there's really any progress being made. It feels like his feelings are growing, but it doesn't seem to make a difference. He still appears completely oblivious. I don't know what to do. The holidays are just around the corner, and I don't really want to have expectations of him that he can't live up to. I might have to quit seeking him out and let him come to me for a while. For my own sanity. Wish me luck. Love, -Lena December 2021 Dear Diary, It's Christmas today. Merry Christmas! I haven't gone to find Mateo. He's not my boyfriend after all, so I shouldn't expect that we would spend the day together. It still hurts though. I know I shouldn't have expected it, but I guess a part of me must have. I don't know how much longer I can keep this up. He doesn't seek me out unless he wants sex. I'm starting to feel like I'm nothing more than a toy that he plays with when he's bored. If I wasn't a child of Aphrodite, and as a result can feel how he feels, I don't know that I would be able to have stayed even this long. If he doesn't seek me out for the New Year, I might have to make a point to show him that he could lose me if he doesn't figure his shit out... It won't be true, we both know I'm incapable of moving on, but he doesn't have to know that, does he? Love, -Lena

Helena pouted as Evelyn said Levi and Mateo were going to complain about the women in their lives. She was standing right there, and it's not like people didn't know that the 'woman in his life' was Helena. Even if they didn't have an official name for what they were--well, at least not one Lena was going to let him use in public--Helena was the only girl he was spending time with. The idea that he might need to complain about her, was upsetting. There was a it of relief felt when Levi said that he had been joking and that Mateo was doing okay. She was at least glad to hear that he wasn't unwell, even if she did sort of wish he felt her absence more. You're not his girlfriend... She reminded herself. It was a fact she was beginning to hate. Helena had thought that she would be fine not having a label for their relationship. She thought that she would be fine without a definition beyond their contract. But it turned out that as time went on, and he acted more and more like a boyfriend, it became more and more confusing for her. She started to become frustrated with the idea that he could flirt with other women if he wanted to, technically, and there was nothing she could do about it. But her feelings were growing more and more by the day, and he was completely oblivious. "Levi... the book." Lena said one more time, flopping onto a chair. "She'll be inconsolable if you don't give it back."

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Mateo was right. Helena wouldn't have him any other way. She loved him, truly loved him, for who he was. Not what she thought she wanted him to be, not her fantasy of him, just him. Frustrating though he may be at times, she liked that too. He could make her angrier than anyone, and she would still give anything to be by his side at the end of the day. So, yes, she wouldn't have him any other way. He... liked it? She blushed at his admission. She had worried that her accidental mark might upset him. He only let her call him her boyfriend because she needed the label, after all. She had been afraid that marking him might have upset him. But then she began to mentally put the pieces together. He had carried her in his arms, kissing her, to his bedroom in front of his siblings. He had never really objected to the idea of being hers, just said he didn't like labels. And he didn't care about her marking him. It finally clicked. He really was hers. This wasn't just to make her happy. He meant it. He wasn't going to take it back when they woke up in the morning. He was truly, absolutely hers. That revelation only served to bolster Helena's enthusiasm to please him. She wanted now, more than ever before, to please him. To ensure that he knew that she was truly his, and wanted only him. As his hand laced in her hair, and she saw the desire in his eyes, she knew that at least for tonight, she could make him feel that way. Helena eagerly lapped and sucked on him. All she could think about in that moment was giving him a fraction of the happiness and fulfillment he had brought her today. She continued to move along his cock, each time more eager than the last. She continued at that pace for as long as she could manage before pulling off to gasp for air. "Where do you want to finish?" She asked with a hint of mischief in her eyes. "I promised you could have anything you wanted." She reminded him with a wink.

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Helena shivered as he pulled his fingers out of her, making sure that he hit that one spot on the way out. "Gods you're incorrigible." She said in a half-moan and half-chuckle. He undid her bra, and taking the hint she slipped out of it and tossed it to the side, leaving her breasts bare against his chest. "I didn't think I hurt you." She smiled and traced her finger over the mark. "I just hadn't meant to mark you..." she blushed. "I got a little too enthusiastic." She kissed him deeply once more before he rolled over. As he lay on his back, Lena kissed her way down his chest. Gently, Lena undid the button on his jeans and removed his pants from her path as she kissed her way down across his abdomen toward his erect cock. Next to go were his boxers, until he was completely naked before her, as she now was. Her kisses continued to trail down his chest and as she reached the base of his shaft, she took a hand and grasped it firmly to hold it in place. Moving her lips to the tip, she began to take him in, letting her tongue run the length of it. She took him in as deep as she could comfortably before pulling back to the tip, and moving down again. Three times, four times, until his shaft was absolutely slick with her saliva. Then, when she was confident she had lubricated him enough, Helena took him deeper. Inch by inch she took him into her, pushing past the barrier of comfort until she could bring herself no further onto his cock. With his cock deep in her throat, Lena looked up at him for approval.

Helena had no time to recover from her climax before Mateo set to give her another. "Mateo!" Lena let out another loud moan as he teased her sensitive clit with his thumb. The entirety of her attention was focused down between her legs where his hands were hard at work. She was only vaguely aware as he moved himself next to her, but once he did she rolled herself over to wrap her arms around him, and buried her head against his shoulder. She bit down softly over his shirt onto his shoulder to try and stifle the sounds as the second release overwhelmed her. As she came off that, she was panting and released herself from his shoulder, laying back on the bed. Her reprieve would be short-lived however, because no sooner had her boyfriend asked her if she wanted another then he plunged another finger into her without awaiting her response. Helena was in a complete state of perpetual bliss and she wasn't sure how much more she could take. His fingers pushed up at just the right angle, and Helena was once more overwhelmed. She screamed in pure bliss, "Mercy! Please gods mercy!" as she arched her back and writhed under Mateo's hands. She had been brought over the edge for the third time in only a matter of a few minutes since her first, and her body felt as if it were simultaneously on fire and exhausted. As she came off her third climax, she looked into his eyes. "One... minute... please." She panted softly. "I... I need... a minute." She rolled back to wrap her arms around him again and pulled him into a deep kiss. She suckled on his lower lip and ran her hands to the bottom of his shirt. She started slowly lifting it. Breaking the kiss she lifted it over his head, and blushed as she saw the small red mark from where she'd bit down. It wouldn't stay past the night, but it was definitely noticeable for the moment. She pressed her lips softly against it. "I'm sorry..." She meant it for more than the small red mark, but she didn't elaborate. "Let me make it up to you?" She asked, an impish grin crossing her face.

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Mateo's hands continued to work what she was sure was literal magic--he was the son of Hecate after all. Everywhere they touched on her body seemed to heighten her awareness of the area and she could barely keep her heartbeat normal. As he went lower and lower she lost all control and it began to race. It seemed that Mateo was intent on worshipping her body tonight, and Helena had the sudden revelation that this was his apology for his part in the day's events. For making her feel like she needed to seek his attention that way. Lena felt like it was her that owed him, but she would make it up to him later. For now she would just continue to enjoy his efforts to make things right. Lena willingly let her pants slip past her hips, she no longer wanted nor needed them, as Mateo tugged them from her. She caught Mateo's gaze and realized he was trying to see her face, so she propped herself onto her elbows so her face was in clearer view. Though why he wanted to watch her face she hadn't a clue until his fingers began their work on her lower body. As he ran them over her more sensitive areas, Lena closed her eyes and let out a soft moan as her sensitivity increased with each pass of his thumb, her head tilting back slightly. "Mateo..." Biting her lip, she opened her eyes once more and looked down at him, her eyes filled with lust and desire for him. He hadn't finished though. His eyes locked with hers, he pressed his mouth to her, and Lena firmly gripped the sheets beneath her. "Oh sweet mother of mine." She said throwing her head back as he increased his efforts with his tongue. Helena could have swore this man was a god himself. The things he could do to her, make her feel. The amount of sheer and utter pleasure that coursed through her with every pass of his tongue over her clit. She was powerless to resist the inevitable conclusion he aimed for, and allowed herself to merely enjoy the ride as he seemed to double his efforts. Lena collapsed back onto the bed, her arms no longer able to support her, and she felt it building. "If you keep that up I... I..." It was too late, she could already feel the start of her own release. "Mateo!" She cried out as wave after wave of pure unadulterated bliss wracked her body.

Helena lost herself in the kiss. His hands moved down to her ass, holding her up against him. She felt the firmness of his cock beneath her as he pressed her to him, and she let out a soft moan of desire. She giggled softly out of sheer giddiness as Mateo called her his, and replied in earnest with "Always." She promised him. And she meant it. Now that he could accept his feelings for her, there wasn't anything he could do--or at least anything she believed him capable of--that would cause her to leave him. He carried her like that through the cabin where everyone could see, but for Helena there was only him. She would have time to realize the significance of him no longer hiding it later, but right now she just wanted to enjoy him. She wanted to enjoy the fact that he finally admitted he felt the same way about her that she had felt about him for years. As he flopped her down onto the bed, she let out another giggle of pure bliss. She had missed this over the last few weeks. She had missed their passion and the feel of his touch. She missed the desire he had for her, and her desire for him. But most of all she had missed him. His lips pressed to her neck and Helena let out a soft moan. His teeth scraped across her flesh and she grinned impishly, "Staking your claim?" Lena could understand the impulse to mark her. Especially after the day's events. Helena couldn't help but moan. His hands worked their way under her clothing, and as he teased her nipples she could feel them harden and grow more sensitive. As he finally left her neck and removed her shirt, Lena could feel the telltale soreness of a hickey forming on her neck and couldn't help but smile. Guess he really did want to mark his territory. She wasn't normally a fan of leaving marks in places others could see, but for Mateo--especially after the trouble she had caused him today--she would make an exception. Laying on his bed, her shirt off, Lena bit her lip and enjoyed all the attention he was giving her.

As he stood there blinking, Helena had a small internal panic attack. She was afraid she had absolutely ruined everything by being too forward and demanding that they define their relationship. As he sighed and played with her hair, Helena's panic lessened, but she still awaited his response nervously. He boxed her in with his arms once more, and Lena blushed bright red. His words sent her over the moon, however. The instant he said the word, Helena's eyes widened and a smile spread across her face. Once he finished his sarcastic comment, Helena grabbed both sides of his face and kissed him with a passion that she hadn't ever displayed before. When she decided to come up for air, she leaned to whisper in his ear. "You can throw me over your shoulder if you want, sir. But for making me this happy, I'll let you do whatever you want to me tonight in that room." She emphasized her words carefully. After all, Mateo had gotten confused earlier and thought she didn't enjoy that aspect of their previous arrangement. "In that room, and that room only, I'll still be your slave." Helena pulled back and winked at him. Then, in another moment of forwardness, Helena wrapped her arms around Mateo's neck and jumped up to wrap her legs around his body. She kissed him once again with all the passion she could muster, and hoped that he could carry them both to his room inside the cabin. His. For real this time.

Helena let out an audible sigh of relief as he said 'no more contracts'. She hoped that it meant this time would be more serious. Not just sex. Not just arm candy when he felt like it. Something real. Something more. Helena blushed as he moved to keep the tears from falling from her eyes. The next words that came from his mouth, however, confused her and she let out a soft chuckle. "No. That's not what I meant." She blushed as his nose pressed to her lips. "I like that." She flushed bright red upon saying that. "I..." Helena had always imagined that if, and when, Mateo and her finally started dating it would be him asking her. She wasn't opposed to women making the first move, but she had always wanted to be the one swept off her feet. So then next words that came out of her mouth were just as surprising to her as anyone else. "Is this a relationship? Will you be my boyfriend this time?" Helena chewed her lip nervously. The anxiety welled within her and she couldn't stop herself from the verbal cascade that flowed after. "It's just that I very very much want to keep having sex with you. But I'm afraid that if we do and I don't have a label, I'll just be an idiot again when I get lonely and I'm so mad at myself for hurting you today. So I just need to know that this time it's real. It's not just sex. I still want sex. But I want to wake up next to you, and hold your hand when we're walking around, and say you're mine..." She finally stopped, her cheeks redder than they had ever been in his presence.

Helena's heart was so full in that moment. Nothing, absolutely nothing, could have brought her down in that moment. She was on cloud nine. The man she loved was finally ready to admit that he had feelings for her. Sure, he hadn't used the word 'love' yet, but she was willing to go at his pace, so long as that pace kept moving forward and not stagnating. As his lips brought themselves to hers once more, Helena met his passion with her own, sucking softly on his lower lip. As his lips moved to her neck she let out an audible gasp. "Mmmmm Mateo..." She blushed slightly as she heard him ask her to stay the night. His fingers interlaced with hers, and Helena's elation soared to new heights. Mateo's affection, genuine affection and not just lust for her body, was overwhelming for her and she hadn't realized how desperately she had wanted this more than their previous arrangement. Helena smiled softly as she thought about the prior arrangement. "This night, and every night you'll let me. But..." Helena bit her lip and used her free hand to pull his face up to look at her again. "I'm not just a toy anymore, right? This is real this time?" She let her eyes meet with his, her eyes wet from holding back tears. "I don't want to hurt again... and I don't want to hurt you." She knew that her choices at the volleyball game had hurt him. She was glad they had led to this moment, and she would pray at her mother's altar every day between now and eternity in thanks for ensuring that his heart hadn't wavered because of her dumb actions. But Helena wasn't ignorant of the fact that she had hurt the person she loved, all because she couldn't handle not having his attention. I need to do better.

The moments before he spoke were some of the tensest moments in her life. Helena knew that things would either end in fire, or she would find herself on top of the world. His first words did little to comfort her, but as he grabbed her and pulled her off to the side of the cabin, boxing her against the walls, she felt like she could breathe. He cares enough to be mad, there's still a chance. His next set of words did more to confuse her than to ease her concerns. She hadn't spoken with him about his ex. Everyone knew that Megan had been bad news, Helena was incredibly biased but hadn't been the only one to think that Mateo's ex had been beyond toxic. Helena didn't know all the details, but she knew enough to know that Mateo hadn't trusted a woman since. Until me. In that moment she felt a little guilty for having used Theo to draw out his attention. Her desperation had gotten the better of her. Just then, Helena saw a look in Mateo's eyes that she had never seen before. He looked so vulnerable in that moment, that all she wanted to do was comfort him. But something told her not to speak, it would ruin the moment and she would never be able to regain it. She didn't know what would come from it, but something told her to wait. Mateo's lips crashed against hers and Helena melted into it. She let his passion for her consume her and she internally breathed a sigh of relief, knowing that things would resolve. She deserved whatever anger Mateo had, and she wouldn't begrudge him if he needed space for a while. But he wasn't going to run away. Of that she was now certain. She felt herself relax. And as his lips left hers, she felt, more than heard, the words he barely breathed across her lips. A soft smile came to her lips, and she blushed. Her words were soft, though not as soft as his. "I like you, too. Always have." She bit her lower lip, unsure how to proceed. "I'm sorry I'm an idiot."

Helena watched in horror as her nightmare came to fruition. She had truly messed up everything. "Mateo, please..." She reached out and grabbed his arm. "I'm sorry. It was stupid. I didn't think... I just wanted..." she didn't know how to explain anything in a way that wouldn't make things worse. If she told him how she really felt, he'd just walk away. And if she didn't she couldn't promise he would forgive her. "I didn't think it would matter so much to you. We... we aren't dating." She admitted. "I admit I wanted it to get your attention, and I should have just asked for it... it was childish to do what I did. But... I never thought it would upset you so much. I... I'm not your girlfriend." She let go of his arm and let him continue walking past her, but just as he got to the door, she asked. "Why did it bother you so much?" She knew. And she also knew she probably wouldn't get him to say it. But if he was going to leave and throw everything away, she owed it to herself to at least get him to try. "You set the terms of that contract, Mateo. By your terms, I did nothing wrong. I'm not your girlfriend, and I can flirt if I want to." She stood her ground. She knew exactly what the two of them had agreed to, and he had never once forbade her from looking for someone else. "At the end of the day, I want you. Mateo. I always have. But you knew that. You ignored me for years, but everyone at this camp knows how I felt." Lena continued. "Nothing would have happened with him beyond some harmless flirting. I just wanted to feel wanted... if only for a moment. And you made it very clear that I'm not your girlfriend, so I thought some harmless flirting would be fine. I'm supposed to give you space and not hang on you, so I went to someone else. I thought that at worst you'd come grab me, but I never imagined that you'd be upset enough to punch someone over it. So tell me Mateo... why? I didn't break the rules."